My High School Experience Part 1

Ughhhhhhh! Where do I start? Well my high school experience was no where close to what was imagined growing up seeing on television. My high school experience was full of stress, backstabbing, bullying, pain, etc. I was constantly getting bothered. People in present time called it bullying, but I didn't feel as if I was getting bullied, I just felt like I was getting attention, it just wasn't positive. My freshman year was the worst. My cousin(s) went to the same high I went to, so I went in with the thought of being okay and possibly getting introduced to their friends, then their friends introduced me to their friends, and you get the picture, networking at an early age. A few weeks in it dawned on me that this was real and it was only going to get more real. I was neglected by my own family during my freshman year in high school, so I was basically by myself. I had friends, but I wanted my family as well. I was interested in this girl, we were becoming real tight until her friend messed it up. I was heartbroken because she believed her over me, someone who is always being honest and knows how to be a gentleman. Her friend and I had bad history because she was very manipulative and messy. Her friend was the reason why I always had altercations with people. I got cyber bullied, bullied in school, everywhere. Friends turned on me, people from out of nowhere confronted me about NOTHING, just had nothing else to talk about. It was just so much. One normal day I was dressed up in gear to fight because I had become fed up with it. Dealing with home drama, family drama, then school drama, I was just on the edge. I was ready to fight anyone that came my way. My moms knows me best, so she didn't want me to continue my experience there so I was enrolled into another high school my sophomore year to 2012 when I graduated. This particular high school had the reputation of being very "Private", basically prestigious. I met better people there, then I say a semester in, people wanted to push my buttons, I guess because I was the laid-back cool guy, so they didn't think I would step up if someone disrespected me to an extent. So yes I got into a couple of arguments. One thing that I would notice was that I wouldn't ever get touched, so I came to a conclusion that the people here, well majority of them are just mouth, so why would I continue to look low class and argue with them, so I started ignoring it.